명상으로 쓰는 자서전

명상 과 명상 ( ) ( ) 瞑想 銘想 /정용호 ······················· | 9
김근태 ············································································· | 11
초등학교 시절 ·································································· | 13
울 엄마 ············································································· | 16
직장생활 ··········································································· | 19
김창운 ············································································· | 27
가난한 학창 시절 ···························································· | 30
공무원 생활 총정리 ························································ | 34
결혼은 한 동네 효녀로 선택 ········································ | 39
평생을 산과 함께한 삶 ·················································· | 41
인생의 시련기 ·································································· | 46
노후의 삶 ········································································· | 47
새해를 맞으며 ·································································· | 48
박희순 ··············································································· | 53
가슴 시린 추억 ································································ | 54
여보 남편에게 , ································································ | 64
1 19 月 日 ································· | 65 우리 부부 결혼기념일
찰옥수수 ··········································································· | 66
새해의 마음 ······································································ | 68
2023 ················································· | 70 년 새해 야무진 꿈
이덕재 ············································································· | 73
내가 태어나고 자란 고향마을 ······································ | 74
초등학교 시절의 담임선생님 ········································ | 76
어린 시절 내가 좋아했고 즐겼던 운동 ······················· | 78
마을 앞 섬강에서의 추억 ·············································· | 79
두 번의 죽을 고비 ·························································· | 80
유격대장의 허세가 무너진 사건 ·································· | 83
잊지 못할 두 번의 사기 사건 ······································ | 86
정말 타고 싶었던 구둣발 스케이트 ····························· | 89
어려서부터 터득한 천렵의 맛 ······································ | 92
서울에 외갓집이 있어 자랑스러웠다 ··························· | 94
나에게는 내 몸에 잘 맞는 지게가 있었다 ················· | 97
고향 산천은 나의 간식 창고 ········································ | 99
어린 시절 고구마에 대한 추억 ·································· | 101
뒷구렁 논 밭의 역사 , ·················································· | 103
중학교 시절의 등 하굣길 추억 · ··································· | 107
우리 마을의 중요한 교통수단이었던 섶다리 ··········· | 110
진광고등학교를 지원하게 된 작은 뜻 ······················ | 112
나에게 인생을 바꾼 멘토가 나타나다 ······················ | 114
대학 예비고사와 본고사를 치르고 나서의 심정 ····· | 116
대학 입학식 전야에 치른 체력단련(?) ······················ | 119
농협대학은 농군사관학교(?) ······································· | 124
대학 생활 중 가장 기억에 남는 일 ·························· | 126
직장생활의 시작 ···························································· | 132
제대 후 복직한 사무소에서 평생 반려자를 만나다 | 134
직장생활의 총정리 ························································ | 141
이강연 ··········································································· | 145
49 (49 ) ·········································· | 146 일간 마음의 동거 재
내 나이 예순다섯 ·························································· | 147
며느리 ············································································· | 148
명상과의 만남 ······························································· | 149
바닷가 인연 ··································································· | 150
두 아들 ··········································································· | 151
운명 같은 사랑 ····························································· | 151
할아버지 ········································································· | 152
영원한 술친구 ······························································· | 153
버킷리스트 ····································································· | 154
나의 아버지 ··································································· | 155
혼자가 되었다 ······························································· | 156
어린 시절 ······································································· | 157
명상 속의 그리움 ·························································· | 158
기도 ················································································· | 159
해바라기 밥집 ······························································· | 160
100 ····································································· | 161 일 기도
1 8 ··············································· | 163 년 개월의 시골 생활
단식 ················································································· | 164
새해를 맞으며 ······························································· | 166
전연숙 ··········································································· | 167
2020 ··········································· | 168 년 내게 찾아온 행운
첫 수업 첫 마 음 초발심 ( ) ··········································· | 168
나는 어떠한 인연으로 태어났을까~ ·························· | 170
키가 작은 것이 나쁜 것만은 아니다~ ······················ | 175
소풍 ················································································· | 178
새벽시장과 마주하다 ···················································· | 180
사회 초년생 ··································································· | 185
내 반쪽과의 인연 ·························································· | 189
새로운 인생~~~ ····························································· | 193
내가 가장 좋아하고 존경했던 아버지 ······················ | 197
또 한 분의 아버님 시아버님 ( ) ····································· | 204
나의 아버지 부처님께… ·············································· | 209
그리운 아버님께 시아버님 ( ) ········································· | 215
눈 뜨면 만남 ································································· | 217
한마음 일어남을 알아차림 ·········································· | 220
새해맞이 ········································································· | 226
성은숙 ··········································································· | 227
어린 시절 그리고 가족 이야기 ·································· | 228
첫사랑 ············································································· | 230
나의 20代 ······································································· | 231
결혼생활 ········································································· | 234
한 사람을 만나다 ·························································· | 237
세례 받다 ······································································· | 239
수술 ················································································· | 240
새해를 맞이하며 ···························································· | 241
감사합니다/ ···················································· | 243 이채옥
우리들의 이야기 ······························································ | 247